It was still night, and I was delighting in communion with my Jesus.
The third hour of the day had not yet begun.
Then I thought to myself: “Everything is silent; all
things are at rest.”
But suddenly a shudder ran through my body.
I understood that I had been mistaken.
In the stillness, it seemed to me that a thousand
times a thousand voices had arisen.
Once again, I thought:
How many souls, restless upon beds of suffering, in
their homes or in hospitals, are unable to close their eyes in sleep at this
very hour, when I had imagined that all things were growing still?
Who cares for them?
Who will go to them tomorrow and tell them, in the
language that the sick can understand, that someone loves them and expects
something of them?
How many parents are keeping a dreadful vigil at this
very moment, knowing that in just a few hours the hungry mouths of their
children will open, only to remain hungry still?
Who is praying for them?
How many millions of people sleep this night as though
they were dead, and yet, when dawn breaks, will rise as though they were dead
still, because no one has yet told them that Someone, for their sake, ascended
a Cross, so that they might become children of the Resurrection?
Who will carry to them this message of joy, which
perhaps they do not expect, yet so desperately need?
And finally, how many young people, lost in the
darkness of night while I hear nothing, are staggering through brightly
illuminated lounges and glittering halls?
Who will show them that what they seek is not to be
found there?
Everything seems to be silent, and yet everything is
crying out.
Now my ears hear cries, the ears of my soul. Voices of
anguish, of expectation, of searching, resound all around me.
I hear them.
I had almost forgotten them;
such a poor, wretched heart am I!
I believe that even when these people seem to drive me
away, in truth, they are calling me.
And I, sent forth by that Father of mine, even as I
keep vigil, am asleep.
For me He had spoken:
“Awake, O sleeper, and arise from the dead.”
Elder
Aimilianos of Simonopetra




