Are your thoughts tormenting you? Saint Porphyrios explained it clearly… “Don’t dwell on the darkness. Turn on the light. Draw near to Christ, and the evil thoughts will vanish.” “The devil wins when you look at him. Christ wins when you love Him.”
You see hearts that are barren, yet within them roses
bloom.
Young people, boys and girls, seeking out the priest
to speak with him, to find the truth their souls are searching for.
There are these young people, too.
These are miracles.
A young person stops you and says:
“I want to talk, Father, something is weighing on my
conscience and I want to tell you.”
Yes, that kid!
From the café, with an earring in their ear or
eyebrow.
With a tattoo of a forgotten love and headphones
blasting Iron Maiden.
You’re talking to a group of young people in a café
and you feel the table with the frappés turning into a little chapel of
Christ’s presence, because let’s not forget: “Where two or three are gathered
in my name, there am I among them” (Matt. 18:20).
And to walk into the church and not have time to dodge
the jabs, especially from people who are “close to the priest” and “the
church.”
And to have a theological discussion with the rocker kid
you never would have imagined in your wildest dreams.
And yet, amidst this quagmire, baptism speaks within.
A prayer, perhaps, from a grandmother, a mother
kneeling before the icons, begging not for brides, grooms, jobs, or money, but
for repentance and the Kingdom of Heaven.
A candidate for sainthood in search of a spiritual
home.
These are miracles.
That little lamp in the heart that hasn’t gone out
yet—and is rekindled by a prayer.
And then it begins to illuminate the human heart, so
that the world may smell of truth.
And this “bad boy” of the world begins to see the
forgotten treasure within him and goes to the confessor to have it polished so
it shines again.
These are acts of repentance!
From those whom the world had already written off, but
who, in God’s eyes, are among the bravest.
It makes you see God’s presence as a “gentle whisper”
in thirsty souls.
And on the other hand, you see the lady in the suit, a
fan-shaped pastry in hand, begging Christ at every prayer for rabbits with
stone-hard hearts, just so the world can smell her selfishness.
And as soon as she sees the child with the earring,
she’ll say: “That little brat, eh, what do you expect from so-and-so’s son.”
And whenever she sees you, she’ll say with the
saleswoman’s smile: “Your blessing, Father.”
And after 30 years in the church, she hasn’t
understood a thing.
She feels that with a few donations and some Epitaph
decorations, she has a VIP spot in paradise.
Poor woman…
In the end, God is where He cannot be seen.
He hides and shines within the stillness of silence.
Something like the sun.
When the sun rises, it makes no noise; it does not
speak like the waves or the wind.
It simply reveals itself through its radiance and
warmth.
That almighty presence of His is enough.
That is how Christ acts.
He comes when those who are truly thirsty call upon
Him.
But when the self-righteous and the Pharisees provoke
Him, He withdraws,
because the space is closed to Him.
Let us not forget, my beloved, that Paradise was
opened by a thief with a single “I remember.”
A thirsty cry opened the gates of Paradise.
He who does not read the
Holy Bible will not be saved!
As soon as the grandmother
heard this word, she turned pale, became disappointed and, returning home, said
to her daughter:
My child, I will go to hell,
because I do not read the Holy Bible!
Her daughter tried to
reassure her, but in vain.
One day, the grandmother
decided to go to an enlightened elder, to help her.
As soon as the grandmother
saw him, she said to him:
My father, I will not be
saved, because I do not read the Holy Bible, because I am illiterate!
But the elder reassured her
and said to her:
And how were so many
illiterate people saved, grandmother? In fact, we also have Saints who were
completely illiterate! How were they saved? Letters do not save, but neither
does illiteracy bring damnation.
So, grandmother, you will do
this: You will take the Gospel, open it to the first page, put your palm on the
Gospel and then go to the iconostasis and say the following prayer: ''My
Christ, what you write in the Gospel, put into my heart!''.
The next day you will put
your palm on the second page and so on.
The grandmother applied the
elder's words to the letter for several months. One day at home, her
grandchildren were playing and began to speak badly and criticize.
The grandmother heard this
and observed them, telling them:
My children, do not judge so
that you will not be judged!
Her daughter is a bone!
Mother, what you said, where
did you hear it and say it? This is what the Gospel says, you are illiterate,
who told you?
My child, I did not hear it
from somewhere, but it came from my heart!
From that moment on, the
grandmother began to reproduce words of the Gospel, without understanding it!
Because the grandmother obeyed the elder with faith and simplicity, Christ
began to implant the words of the Gospel in her heart.
What will save us is faith
in Christ and not our education.
Besides, Christ chose
illiterate people as His Disciples, to show that He can make you all-wise, even
if you are illiterate, as long as one has faith and humility..
Elder Ephraim of the Skete
of Saint Andrew
“Conscience is called an adversary because it
always opposes our evil will and checks us for what we should do and do not do
and accuses us for what we do and should not do.” That is why it is said that
the best pillow is a quiet conscience.
Go to sleep. When you have
remorse of conscience, you cannot sleep, no matter how many sedatives you take.
You will have to settle your adversary, your adversary. You must forgive!
Conscience says, you must forgive and you say, no, I will keep my character, I
do not want to forgive, I do not want to be humiliated, I do everything, let
him do it too… and you cannot sleep. Conscience does not let you, the
adversary, the rival.
“Have good relations with
your rival, while you are still walking together on the road”. In this life. Do
not leave it after death. After death you cannot sort out your conscience.
After death your conscience will be your condemnation. “The road is, as St.
Basil says, this world”. While you are on the road, while you are in this
world, sort things out with your conscience, find them, sort out your
conscience. And we know what sorting out is, repentance and confession, the
correction of evil. Behold, what great things confession offers, which no
psychiatrist, psychologist, medicine, or anything can give you! It calms your
conscience, because the Holy Spirit comes and tells you, my child, it is as if
you had not done it. It is finished... I erase it, I erase it... and the person
calms down.
“Let us therefore, my
brothers, take care to guard our conscience, as long as we are still in this
world, without provoking it to control us for anything, without trampling on it
in anything at all, not even in the slightest.” Do not let your conscience
control you. Since you know, what you will do now, your conscience will control
you later.
The Ascetic Writings of Abba
Dorotheos.
Know
that intense thoughts and carnal temptations will fight you, to defile your
body and your soul.
To
overcome this passion, you must systematically avoid worldly associations. Do
not forget that our nature has within it the urge for procreation, which is
inflamed by our careless behavior with women.
Another
kind of damage is caused to the soul by temptations that come from things that
are far away from us, and another, much more serious harm is caused to our soul
by thoughts that come to us when the temptation is near us. When the fire is
far away, it does not harm us much, but when it is near, then the damage is
certain.
Just
as oil nourishes the light of a lamp, so carnal desires nourish passions. In
order to keep our bodies clean from carnal pollution, we must be very careful
about stimuli. For it is not the propensity for procreation that God has placed
in man that is harmful, but the deviation. However, man must tame this
propensity and direct it to good. For if he leaves himself without a bridle,
then he will become worse than wild animals. God made everything “very good”,
but man strayed from the right path and left his body free to be satisfied as
it wants, and not as the will of God commands.
The
natural movements of the body should not lead us astray or hinder us from
sobriety. Drink, much food, and careless intercourse with women kindle the flame
of evil desires, and the body becomes wild, losing its natural meekness and
simplicity.
Many
times we think that through exercise and prayer we have reached high standards
of virtue. It is then that God permits carnal temptations in order to humble
us. Force is needed, because the flesh does not submit easily. The struggle is
difficult, but with the Lord's help we will conquer. Our labor and struggle,
hard and difficult, will be rewarded by God. Sorrows and sorrows kill the
passions of the flesh.
Our
bodies, like our souls, are not sinful, but evil desires and carnal defilements
defile them. Exercise, suffering of the body, and prayer help in spiritual
elevation.
When
we despise the sorrows and griefs that God allows for our perfection, it is as
if we despise the commandments of God. We must not forget that virtue blooms in
us like a flower only through sorrows and physical labor. The more we love
rest, the more we give way to passions. For when the body is tormented by
labors and sorrows, evil thoughts subside. When a person remembers his sins and
repents of them, then God provides for him and increases his virtue. The more
someone forces himself, the more God blesses him, granting him the joy of
virtue. Every joy that does not come from virtue feeds the passions of the
flesh.
“Often
our body, fearing temptations, becomes a friend of sin.”
These
words were spoken by one of the Holy Fathers of our Church. Therefore, he who
desires the Lord to dwell within him must bridle his body, work the
commandments of God, and guard his soul from the works of the flesh. The Holy
Spirit does not dwell in the body that rests in carnal desires. When the body
is weakened by fasting and prayer, then the soul is strengthened. And the body
is accustomed to begging the soul for rest, because rest is its food. When the
body is not nourished by laziness and much rest, then it gives way and is
defeated.
Therefore
it comes and begs: “Let me rest a little and come to my senses.”
And
this it does until it regains its strength. Then it attacks the soul with
greater ferocity. Therefore, we will not consider the insidious entreaties of
the body. We will conduct ourselves as God wants. And in the world one can
acquire virtue, provided one struggles against the sinful demands of the body.
When
the body is exhausted by temptations and asks to be freed, you should say to
it: “You desire impurity and a shameful life.” But if it objects to you that it
is a great sin to kill one’s body, you should refute it with the argument that
I am not killing you (the body), but the evil and wicked desires that nest
within you.
You
should say to the body: “I kill the unclean life that the Lord detests, and not
you who are a gift from God.”
It
is better to die than to be separated from our God, who gives us so many gifts,
and above all purity of soul and sobriety. What is one to do with life when he
is far from God? A thousand times to endure the sufferings of the body, than to
give in to his unlawful and sinful desires.
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